HEARTBREAKER

FULL MOON EMOTION

The full moon on november 2nd was/is supposed to make alot of things for a lot of people more intense. For me that usually means my emotions run wild. Everything seems life or death to me, and though I try to fight it I just can't help my psychosis getting the best of me sometimes. I completely embarrassed myself on the night of the full moon, but that's ok. I've learned to accept that I'm a little crazy and a lot emotional, and I'm happier about it now. I've also realized that I love when other people are open and truthful about their emotions, especially the ones that normally people keep to themselves or try to hide. I'm so into being the most open person I can be in 2010 and I hope everybody else follows that as well. Just think how insane and truthful we all can be. It's scary and it fascinates me. I want to know every emotion that every person has at every moment. Twitter could become a great resource for this, and actually, my friend's twitter post is what inspired this post:

"Last night driving home at 3am I was listening to 'sistser sledge - thinking of you' and crying"
via MuOP

It's these simple things, like sorrow and yearning, that make me think humans are beautiful.

VIVIENNE WESTWOOD SANDAL

These sandals are obviously perfect for me. I mean....a plastic platform sandal with Hermes wings on the ankle? HELLO! I already have Hermes wings tattooed on my ankle and i think these would perfectly accent that. Since it's ALWAYS summer in Los Angeles, i"ll need these as soon as possible, thanks.

HALLOWEEN

Halloween this year in L.A. was really "whatever." I just didnt feel like any party really unified the masses into a fun frenzy. I stopped by a few house parties and the shits & giggles 666 church thing, but nothing really TOOK ME THERE, you know what I mean? Nevertheless I had worked on my outfits already and was pretty proud of them so I went out anyway.

The first night (Friday) I was a press-on nail. My costume was made of actual acrylic too, so i guess it was pretty true to form, especially being painted zebra print, with a french tip, bedazzled and slightly chipped:



The second night (Saturday) I was Kim Kardashian from her playboy spread:



Here's some pictures of a few other people's outfits:

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THIS IS IT

I saw the Michael Jackson movie "This Is It" last night. It was pretty amazing. His voice during rehearsals seemed astonishingly concert ready, which I guess I should've expected. Seeing how the concert was supposed to come to life made me wish all over again that his death was merely a bad dream. I'm sure the tickets were way out of my price range but I would've done whatever I could've to get into it. It's feels so weird being reminded that he's not in this world anymore.

Of course, the parts I was really into were his rehearsal outfits. It seemed like he got dressed in the dark of a gift closet half the time. Especially with those Ed Hardy sweatpants and shirts mixed with tight orange jeans, black loafers, turqoise oversized shirt and oversized boxy silver blazer......um, what? The looks I really did appreciate was when he was wearing those evil looking female pointed shoulder coats with black cargo pants or baggyish slacks. I think the coats were Margiela womenswear, but I'm not sure. He looked like an evil witch in them and I loved it. I forgot to bring my camera to the theater (idiot!) so this is the only picture I could snap of his look with my camera phone:

TARADISE

Today at work we were discussing the many different type of television shows that I would be great hosting. One that has always been very close to my heart is Taradise. Originally slotted to be E! network's "Wild On" but with new host Tara Reid, it turned into an amazing guilty pleasure for tons of people that just wanted to see Tara get drunk, be a slutty idiot, and make a fool of herself. Obviously it was amazing and I loved it. I used to want to be her successor after she died from liver cancer or whatever other problem she would have obviously had if the show continued on the air. Actually, I still do want to be her successor. If anybody out there works at E! network then please let me know so i can audition to host the next season of "Wild On!" Tara has proved to me that all you have to do is be completely clueless as to any of the culture of the destinations you are sent, get wasted, flirt with guys, and party your ass off in any club they send you. I don't even think she knows where she is half the time, its amazing.

Tara Reid

The Gossip / Men / We Are The World

Last night was the Gossip concert with Men and We Are The World. It was my first time seeing both Men and The Gossip, We Are The World on the other hand I've seen many times and still love with each performance. I didn't catch much of Men as I was backstage hanging out with the likes of these two trannies:



The Gossip were great live, even despite Beth's voice still not fully healed from having a cold or something. She is such a nice, fun, and energetic person. I think she deserves every bit of fame she has and hope she gets more.


We Are The World


Men


Beth Ditto (wearing Jeremy Scott)

Oh and I almost forgot the most amazing part! My friend Tashi going onstage to sing a duet of Tina Turner's "What's Love Got To Do With It"!!!! SO amazing.